Feelings

The time now is 4.45pm , i'm just laying on my bed and i'm crying for no reason. I have this bad feelings, but i don't know what is gonna happen, and what is happening behind me. Oh god, i hate this feelings when I'm alone and i'm crying like for no reason. I know there is something going on behind me, god please show me what's happening. I really hate this feelings! I can't stop crying. I really need someone to talk and someone to cheer me up. I'm sorry for being so emotional :)